By Mehek Shaikh
When I think about him, all I can see are the fake promises and the heartbreak.
Sometimes, it makes me feel sick for loving. For trusting him. How could I not know that it wasn't real?! Its all my fault.
But then, I realize, it wasn't me. It was him. He made me believe that he was not who he actually was. I fell in love with the person he pretended to be. The person who didnt lie, who didnt cheat. The person who would've never broken my heart. It was his fault. I saw only what he wanted me to see. I knew only the things he wanted me to know.
I thought he was my one true love. But he proved me wrong. I was heartbroken. I felt like I didn't matter. I didn't deserve to be loved. He had no rights to make me feel like that. I let him take control over my life and that's why it affected me sm.
I was devastated. I can never trust anyone as much as I trusted him. But in a way, he has also helped me grow as a person. He made me realize that I shouldn't trust anyone blindly. And I can't let someone take control over me. Loving someone means respecting them and the relationship that you have with them. And I realized that I deserve it too.
I forgive him for whatever happened but, I'll never be able to forget it.